celebration

well..today yee ming,ronald,kai mun , tuan leng actually celebrate for me..it dun seem like a celebration..but at least there got heart..they stop me from thinking lot of thing for that hours..really cant believe they buy me a cigarette as my birthday present ..after smoking yesterday i thought it will be the last..yee ming actually force me to ..but actually i want to quickly smoke..but the inner call me not..at last i do smoke as well..cant resist because recently bing have given me too much heart break..now i worry one day i cant live without smoking..now is already 1am..but chen long and bing never message me..my point is right..this guy wont help me and bing wont give a damn about it..what a naive aaron..tonight going to be another sleeples night..but at least..i do have fun today ..and i think i will get to forget her soon..and i hope real soon..shea yen dun like me smoke..well maybe she get to help me forget bout smoking this issue anymore..beside all this..jecht is such a bastard that want me to help him do anything..calll me print this print that..dunno why i include in this diary..just this guy i hate lot but still got same birthday with me..what a shame for leo ..hahah..well bing..i still dun understand why u turn to like that...