miracle

after blogging yesterday..i really thought i could not sleep another day since it is already so late..bing wont give a damn to leave me a message and also a call..that feeling is really like picking a knife and pierce straight in to my heart and twist..pain like that is impossible for me to just go to sleep..beside talking to chen long yesterday is like me giving them another chance to talk more and strengthen thier relation..idiotic me..but one miracle happen..shea yen ..she tok lot to me through online..and i got a very good laughing toking to them..understanding and joking with this girl is really make me "high"..i mean fun larh ..hehe..i feel tired later on ..i kinda weird..cause after such incident..i shud be awake the whole night..instead i feel tired...then she seem like know that i am tired..and she called me to offline and go to bed..well i just follow what she said..then later on ..i take my sis hand phone to call her ..a goodnight call u can say ..but is dun really seem that way ..i talk to her for half and hour..and both of us enjoy it very much..it is actually me who enjoy but i really hope she do as well..then later on i realize it is not my phone and my sis is such a stingy girl..i better call off..then both of us said bye and goodnight..then miracle ,i got to sleep..very nice sleep that wan ..heheh..then when i woke up..she leave me a message telling me i make her happy..and jokingly she said i will got scolded from my sis..hehhe..but still..when i see her..let me think of how hurt bing make me..maybe i cant really completly forget what bing did to me..