exhausted

since it is a diary ..i shud update it daily..haha..well can say lot of thing happen..my relative all come over to look at my little nephew here..well actually i always thought my house is very quiet ..a bit of sound will suit is enough..but too bad ..not really lot people like coming to my house because of my dad job as a bookie..well can understand that..so thats why today i am very happy because finally myhouse feel alive ..hahah..later on after they live..i call my sis to watch a movie call "CLICK" at i0i mall..the leaad character is Adam Sandler..no doubt it will be a good comedy..but it turn out to be a touching story ..where we have to take care of family no matter what..seriously i really hate people that dun care of relationship..but Adam really do hope for the best in realtionship and he try hard for it even it is tough..i dunno why it never applied on bing..so free and think nothing much in life but still cant do anythign for us..talking bout her..until now also never message me..dun say love relation ..i believe she give up on frenship as well..and now having fun with chen long..well..go on with today activity ..feel so bad for leaving shea yen alonee..but she go tesco as well..so wanted to go and visit her..but i have to respect her as i said in the phone yesterday ..so i did not..i went to my sis bf house for swimming..fuck!!until now i also dunno how to swim..such a idiot haha..swimming again let me think of bing old house..remember one time her birthday ..we whole gang of guys overnight at her house with onli she a girl..well u guys no what happen..leaving me down there and talking to other guy when i am your bf..what a bitch!!dun really wan to use that word on her..but she is..haih...then later on gone dinner with the sis bf famile..it is nice but my mind just hope i could reach home fast and online fast to meet shea yen really fast!!!hope i could got the remote control to let me go fast forward..haha..now i am in front the com..dun write so long dee..talk to shea yen first haha..