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the third day being shea yen boyfriend..thing is going so well..after lerning the mistake in bing..i change my attidude in order not to make shea yen unhappy..but it never last..i going to back myself now ..i feel that it is not my problem for making my gf so unhappy..even with my attidude this way ..i believe shea yen is happy also ...then i read back the diary of bing..not to say angry..but dissapointed..what she really do is all talk and talk and also talk..wonder why i waste so much time on this pathethic girlfren when i can easily find someone as good as shea yen..i still thought of one day me and bing could walk together with friend relation..i dun think so now...finding her wrong more and more ..i could not face her with just a fren ..but being a stranger is really much more better..but meet her is really seem imposible now..there is no chances to meet since she will still busy with her crap and i am so intend not to see her anymore..i hate her larh in simple..well, i cutted my hair to make my life another new path with different ppl..and i love my hair..which mean i love my path now..and hated the previous wan ..well thats all..shea yen i love u !!!