shea yen

well..long time no post something on my diary liow..hahah..i think i get to forget bing already..readin those message in hand phone..no feeling at all..and reading her diary is also a boring thing to do ..now i guess the onli thing in my mind is all about shea yen ..althought till now i still dunno do i love her a not but anyhow she stay an important part in my life..someone that change my whole emotion with just a single call...hmmm..thank you very much shea yen and i really hope one day i could love u more than ever..life is great nowadays..i felt that it is not a must to be famous and old fren is not a must to stay in your life ..even being now in college..i got everyone that call me aaron and saying hi to me..i dun need true fren..a hi bye fren is already enough to feel my empty hole of loneliness in my heart..and add on shea yen ..hahah..and i found out the onli one that will always be there for u is still family ..nothing else..even though they might be a bit harsh but they still the one that be with u the whole damn life and u see and talk to them the most heheh..i will try to take care of their heart from now on ..i promise myself and shea yen ..this is the first time i finally feel i am in a great change in my life..a life that i always dream on ..the life that always make me go to bed in time..i love myself more from now on ..